Every had those times when you tried hard and prayed hard but nothing happened during the times when you need it most. Afterward, you are left feeling angry and disappointed. That doesn't that you've given up completely. Despite that, it can be very frustrating and you fight hard to give in to doubt. When it comes to hanging on but feeling disappointed, it reminds me of the song "One" by U2.
A lot of times, we do our best and pray that it would pull through but alas, it was not enough or worse nothing happened. It's at times like that when you feel that you've wasted your time. That's when you want to vent your rage at anything or anyone. Sometimes you have to fight the urge to lay blame even as baffled rage boils up inside you. You keep yourself in check because it's the right thing to do cause what's done is done.
I know that life isn't fair but sometimes it's a little too unfair than usual. It's bad enough that people are so hard up on things and when the help they've pray for doesn't come so stings. Still, apart of me still believes that things will be better despite all these disappointments. We just have to keep trying and keep believing. I just things that things go easy on us because things are hard enough as it is. (P.S. Once again I am okay and am not mad at anything or anyone. Just giving my thoughts on situations like this.)
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