I keep blogging about the bad times I experience to remind myself not to fall for the same trap again. Though I try to move with my life, a part of me remains vigilant to the point of being paranoid because I don't to go through that again. Sometimes you don't even know it but one false step and you might wind up heading for a deep fall. When you do fall, it's a long hard climb to get back up. This is the reason why I chose the song "Fall" by A Flock Of Seagulls for this post.
As I've said before, I had my share of bad times and who hasn't. Still, being broke and abandoned is a terrible feeling that has left me paranoid. These days I look for signs that might lead to another fall. Things like situation at work, finances, etc. I do what I can and try to avoid impulsive actions that I might regret later on. Even when I look relax, that fear of another fall always hangs heavily on my head.
As I've said before, this is a situation that I don't want to wish on anybody. I know how it feels and I don't want to go through it again. If there's anything that I can offer people is to be careful of their actions. You never when it will happen. This is true when you are on a roll thinking that nothing can go wrong. All of a sudden it does and before you know it, you're falling down.
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