Lately I haven't been getting a good night's sleep because I tend to linger a little bit too much before I turn in. I'm doing this too often but I do so because I'm trying to find answers to questions that nag me to no end. Sadly, I keep coming up with nada which adds to the frustration. I guess this is why I wake up earlier than I should cause I hope that when the day starts, it would lead to something good for a change. Hoping that the would be good day reminds of Grover Washington, Jr.'s song "Come Morning".
Everyday I try hard to find answers to questions that hang heavy inside me. Just when I thought I find something that will lead me to the answers I seek, it turns out to be a bust. As a result, every time I wake up, I always have too things on my mind. Still, when I see the darkness fade into dawn, it gives me hope that there is another day and with another chance to find that which I seek. New day means new hope that I'll find it.
Why do I keep going? I was able to do it once but something happened and now I'm back to square one. Still, if I was able to do it before, I am still hopeful that I will do it again. I just have to keep on going and keep on learning. Maybe come morning, I might be able to get the answers that I seek.