Changing Places Won't Change Anything: Why Can't I Be You By The Cure

This is turning out to be another one of those weeks where I always wind up going without. Just when things can't get any better, they just got worse.  Sometimes I feel tempted to wish I was someone else.  Yet as tempting as it sounds, I know deep inside that won't solve anything.  Keeping that thought in mind reminds of the song "Why Ca n't I Be You" by The Cure.

Whether it's personal, professional, mental or emotional, it all comes down to dealing with problems.  Sometimes so many come at once that you feel you're alone and have nothing to deal with the situation.  During those times, you'd wish you were someone else.  Someone who has all and doesn't have to deal with any crap that life throws at others.  Someone who has everything you don't and nothing that would give you a headache is the type of person you'd wish to be at the moment.

Sadly, that's just scratching the surface.  No matter how perfect the other guy's life appears, that person is probably dealing with crap that is probably worse than yours.  You may not see it, but it's probably worse than what you're dealing with now.  In the end, you have to find the solutions yourself and wanting to be someone else is not going solve your problems.  When you think that way, you're just running away from it all.

Remembering Someone Special/Lack Of Closure: Letters To Elise By The Cure

As February is now at its last days,, I sometimes remember a lot of lost loves that could have been and the one in particular that I keep remembering concerns my first post. Whenever the summer is fast approaching, memories of her start haunting me. I guess it's because the last time I saw was my college graduation where I watched her from a far. There were just too many things that weren't resolved and I really we had a proper parting before going our separate ways. Whenever I think about her and that lack of closure, I think of the song "Letters To Elise" by The Cure.

I guess the reason why I keep remembering her is because she really made an impression on me. Her smile always brightened up my day because she was always fun to be with. talk to and be with. That's why it hurt me when she suddenly became distant. I was wondering if I had done something wrong to upset her and I still wonder to this day. I think of her so much that she became the topic of my first post on my blog.

Well, as they say yesterday is gone and I can't keep dwelling on the past. Not a day goes by when I don't think of her and I wish things turned out differently. Alas, what's done is done and all I can do is wish her well. I do so hope that she is happy out there even if she's with someone else. Still, if only we had some closure to really close this chapter that continues to haunt me to this day.

How I Wish For A Stress-Free State Without The Guilt: Just Like Heaven By The Cure

Just when I thought that all the crap that happened in the weekend was over, all chaos broke out again. I don't know what happened but our household help just when crazy and now my mother has unceremoniously threw this weasel out. Right now the whole house is in an uproar which sunk my spirits to an all-new low. Right now, I wish I was a somewhere pleasant where everything was was cool and there was no crap to ruin one's mood. Longing for such a place and to be in such a state reminds me of the song "Just Like Heaven" by The Cure.

Man, with all the trouble that we're dealing with this had to happen. This just goes to show that you can't keep your guard down with people no matter how much they do a good job. I am trying hard to keep my composure and remember the good old times when things were set and everyone was cool. I'm trying hard to keep this happy image in my head amidst all this ruckus caused by this ungrateful idiot. I guess my imagination isn't doing so well.

I guess the only thing to do now is deal with it. I guess we made a mistake of taking care of a bunch of snakes. The image of a happy place with happy people is not holding so I guess I have to take the bull by the horns. Well, I have deal with this now cause I'm here. Hopefully, tranquility will come again and we can get with our lives in peace.