Whenever someone would ask me how describe myself, I would always I'm a loner. I was always the type of person who didn't exactly fit in with others when I was young. This was because my first exposure to society didn't start well and it took me a long time to get along with others outside my family. To this day, I still maintain a certain degree of separation from others even though I get along with them. This is because deep inside I am a loner who still longs to find something that will give me some peace of mind. That's why for this post, I am using the song "The Loner" by Gary Moore.
Ever since that bad debut into society, I always kept a certain distance from what was going on. This went so far as not even getting into the "in" stuff that people enjoyed at the time. I was always selective of the people who I hung around with. Like me, most of them were lone wolves who wanted to find a place where they can be themselves. I didn't want to be part of the crowd but to get away from and find that which I can feel I belong in.
To this day, I still have that loner mentality. Oh I get along bests as I can and do what I have to do because it's part of surviving in this world where no man is an island. But inside is a restlessness in me that wants to be where I can be with my own kind. Maybe when I find that which I am looking for, only then will I truly loosen up. The restlessness in me stills fuels my being a loner because a lot of times no one understands and I doubt if any of them ever will.
No comments:
Post a Comment