Time and time again, a lot of my posts are about things that fall apart. I guess its because a lot of those things that didn't come true could have made my life more enjoyable. I try my best to move on and just when I start a new, something happens again and I'm left with a mess of rubble which is the last thing I need in my life. It makes me search for answers as to what went wrong while trying to keep it together and that's not an easy thing to do. When I think about these endless cycles of thing always going wrong, the song "Why Does It Always Rain On Me" by Travis starts playing on my head.
Like I said before, when the bad times hit me, it hits really hard. With all the problems that I have to deal with the last thing I need right now is more crap to clean up. I can really relate with that sun shinning and not being able to avoid the lightning phrase. Even when there are a lot of opportunities, something goes wrong, I wind up loosing out on the opportunities. That really stinks.
If fate were a tangible being, I'd like to punch fate in the mouth. Not that I'd go around blaming or making excuses for the things that are happening but sometimes it happens a lot as if someone was doing it on purpose. Still, I soldier on and I know eventually the sun will rise on me again. In the mean time, I really am starting to wonder why does it always rain on me.
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