Right now I am still dwelling on those two tough time where I found myself down in the dumps. Though things are a bit better now, those times have left me feeling somewhat too cautious. The fact that I've been there twice doesn't mean I want to make the same mistake again. I want to learn from them to avoid doing them again cause I don't want to be called a fool again. Not wanting to fumble again reminds me of the song "Does A Fool Ever Learn" by Helix.
As much as I agree with the saying "The worst mistake a person can make is to be afraid to make to make a mistake" or something to that effect. Still when you find yourself doing the same mistake, you will be called a fool. That's the reason why I try to be careful about everything I do these days. I'm not getting any older and I can't afford any more mistakes especially now that times are tough. Most of all, I don't to be a fool again for my pride and dignity was lost twice and each time I didn't like it.
Nobody likes being a fool for losing it all due to some mistake or slip but it happens. The questions is if you're gonna let happen again and again. I guess we have to give people a chance especially when they want to move forward so badly. As for me, I just want to get my life in order and move on for the rest of my life. I just hope nothing happens or else I might wind up playing the fool again.
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